Inconsistent Mother Jeffer!

Sooo this blog writing malarki takes a bit of organisation....(something I'm not great at).

Blog number 3- My inconsistent life.

In my head I like to think I am quite an organised person who does things in the right order and in set ways, but that couldn't be further from the truth.

I thought I would start this blog and do a post every couple of days, but I'm too distracted by so many different things, visitors staying with us, kids, house cleaning/maintenance, family, work, school holidays and of course Instagram! ;) There is always something that takes my attention away. It's not that I'm putting off doing my blogs, I really enjoy writing them, I'm just too easily distracted and I think I need to be more selfish and put time aside for me and my work.

How do I get over this inconsistency though, I was thinking about all the things in my life that are so sporadic.

I try and do a food shop once a week and it's supposed to be a Friday, however this week I have been to a supermarket every single day! Me and my scrambled brain would forget something each day. I don't even keep to one certain supermarket I play the field with supermarkets. I think I have been to bed with Morrisons most of all this week!

I'm inconsistent in my head and deciding which direction I want to go in career wise, I am loving where I am at the moment but I'm forever scheming and planning and thinking what other strings can I add to my bow. I get fixed on an idea and then half an hour later I'm onto another one. My mind is just too busy.

Today I was listening to a Joe Rogan podcast with this guy called Ross Edgely, he's an amazing guy and he has done some super crazy stuff physically. But I have to say the thing I was most impressed my was his knowledge of sports science. I'm always in awe of people who can talk so confidently and convincingly about really intelligent topics.

It's a superpower I wish I had, my brain is too busy all the time to hold onto information. I can know the stuff and can understand the stuff but if someone was to ask me to describe in detail the stuff I would struggle.

I think this has a big part to play in my inconsistent life....Remembering! I can work with it though and get the message across in my own messy way. I guess you just have to own who you are, know your strengths and weaknesses work on them and utilise them in the way that works best for you.

wow even this blog is a bit of a shambles, but hey no editing this is me and I'm owning it!

But maybe meditation would be good, a silent retreat where I don't get "mummy mummy mummy" all day long! mmmmm bliss!

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